The beginning....

I have decided that i will put everything in 2011 behind me and start a new life and journey in 2012.  After a 6 months test on the running of the firm, i know God wants me to continue running the firm myself even though i have to worry about getting income, lets not mention about profit. My aim remains as "blessing others through what i do". To run my own firm is also mean i am controlling the amount of stress i might not be able to take anymore. i.e, i rather pay someone to attend cour for me if i am too worry about that. For church, regardless of whatevef issues, i am doing whatever that i feel comfortable with, i.e., doesn't care much about the consequences and all.  For people that i have lost, i am putting a full stop in trying to gain them back. Efforts made and that's it. Wish them well and clean the dust of my shoes and leave. i have made myself return to ME after one year ... (that's the deadline i gave myself anyway). On the first day of 2012, it marks the new beginning, the new challenge ahead and the new breakthrough in life....with God. This year, my only resolution is, be nice to myself, enjoy life to the fullest and breakthrough in the journey with God!

- The beginning-