It was a four lanes road with the most right turning to right or making a U turn. The lane next to it is to either turn right or go straight. Cars coming from afar would be able to choose their path accordingly. There's always a way to get you back to where you were suppose to go if you went into a wrong lane. i.e. if you are on the second right lane and you want a U turn, all you need to is to go straight and make a U turn in front instead. This particular of car is annoying. We all queue because somehow, KK people tend not to know how to make a U turn and it's always slow. This black car came all the way with speed, pass through a lot of car and trying to cut in to the right lane, where i was, from the second right. His intention was not known to me because the car was just right behind me and it's signal was in my blind spot. It turned without consideration, thinking I would have seen his signal and will obliged to allow him to cut in the lane. I went pass him, be it intentionally or unintentionally, it was MY lane and my turn. Without any consideration, he raised his horn and horned me. I was puzzled, brake and he horned again. I wonder, what sort of people this is.... he went into a wrong lane himself and yet, when people didn't give in to his way, he got angry with OTHERS ? Selfishness.
Some people somehow, made a mistake, and they thought by saying sorry and all that they did will be wipe away and all that responsibilities can now be shifted and handed over to others. I wonder how it works. Unless the person never understood how that mistake they made has caused others to feel and handle. Selfishness exactly. They only think about themselves. When things are not in their ways, there it goes, they put all the blames to others. They never put themselves into others shoes and think how others would have handle and now, what to do. Unfortunately, we human is not like a toy, we came with emotions, feelings, spirits and soul. We cannot mend things just by sawing it up.
There's something I am born with, which I guess not many would understand., that is NOT selfishness. The needs of others is what I usually noticed and took heart on. You can't force me or push me to NOT to attend to others need. And priorities goes to the one in need the most. It's something bad obviously. It's always others and not myself.
My mom was telling me she called my brother and scolded him for not updating her what's going on with him and his family, etc. and she said my brother replied her saying, he is born that way. Always only being selfish. True enough. He is and he always is. Hence, he always acted like a boss and in him, it is only him him him. I am just totally opposite.
However, after today, I have decided that, i will NOT bother much about him and his family needs. I will just answer " I am sorry, I cannot afford and I can't help much".
If I ever get depressed, it's going to be from the same reason, that is PEOPLE.
Speaking of selfishness, it is time to be selfish and treat myself better. Anything that hindrance me shall be pushed away completely.
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