Last day of 2012

I have been spending the last few days of 2012, writing Written Submission and trying to clean up the condo I am staying, including installing racks that I was wanting to put up since 2 years ago.  Time flies.  I didn't realised it has been for a long while now.  Life has definitely been good and better.  Over the year or two, many things revealed by itself without much explanation.  Many lies that were told by others to cover their mistakes and ugliness had revealed by itself. I can only summarised that as KK people are just too free and they are hypocrites. The churches in particular.  I have heard so much about the churches here since young, of how arrogant they are, how unloving they are, how selfish they are, etc.  But when I was 'sent' here, I can only obey and trust God.  Indeed, for as long as He wants me to be in CCL, I was there serving Him faithfully.... but of course, I am sure they did not know it's them who didn't be obedient to God.  They opposed not me, or the priests, but they opposed God.  They think they won the battle by throwing me out of CCL.  But they have failed to see how much they did to disobey God in many ways. 
I am just a small fish...... what can I do if God is not with me?  IF they think by chasing me out of CCL is what they called as "God's Will", then they know God very little.  For 7 years I was with them, .... I didn't get a single phone call from anyone for the past 2 years.  That's how 'loving' they said they are. 
Anyway, I am putting all these to a full stop by today.  I am not looking back any more. Instead, the whole matter had made me realised how corrupted a church is.  Just when it shows it corrupted side, they were also shouted for 'justice' towards all the other Anglican members in the Diocese by asking the Bishop to step down.  hahahaha..... I was laughing out loud because, they are not only hypocrites, but they are also think they are GOD and they are mistake/fault free man.  Arrogant is the only word I can put up to describe them.  Stupid is another word of course.  Who are they to judge?  I just cannot stop laughing.  Oh well, after seeing that scenes,  ... it's confirmed that it's the church and it's people that has problem.  They can't tolerant others to point out their mistakes.  They are arrogant, they just want someone who is like a mouse to act as a puppet for them as a Bishop.  Their pride certainly is bringing them destruction. They have not seen GOD in any way.  They acted like they are God instead. 
I was sad and felt sorry for them.  Cried many days, many months for their stupidity and pride.  But I don't anymore.  They accountable to God what they did.  I am glad, I have no regret in 2012.  I have done what I should for Him in 2012. 
For the year 2013, I have only one resolution.  I promise God... to get even more closer to Him in 2013.
- Last day of 2012 -