Lazy/Tired?

It's a feeling where we feel everyday. Be it lazy to work, lazy to talk, lazy to think, lazy to cook, lazy to wash your clothes or even lazy to eat. I am not sure if I am feeling lazy but I serioulsy feel tired everyday. For some reason, I feel tired these few weeks. I am not sure if it is my work because besides my mind, physically I didn't do much. So, my partner and I think, it could be the paint (very strong smell) that caused us to feel tired, dizzy, lazy and discomfort. My partner called a while ago saying that she is in not feeling well. She still think it is the paint that caused discomfort to us. Anyway... that caused me to stayed at home rather than joining cell group and worship practice for the past 2 days. Oh, to clarify.... I never joined them even once so far due to some complicity. And about cell group, I still haven't find out where and whose cell group to join yet. Well, if you still wondering, there's not many cell group in this church. So, thos of you who has a cell group, consider yourself blessed and join your cell group regularly.

3 people came or interview. One particular one who has 6 years of experiences came yesterday evening and she is one that I think I am going to take as her pay is also lower among the other 2. So, I guess I am calling her up in a while to confirm her a place.

At the same time, I am trying to get businesses. My partner and I visited a few banks yesterday and the respond is consider good. Doing marketing is the last thing I want to do in my whole life because meeting people and talking to people are really not something I like. However, I guess I do need to do that for this initial stage.

Renovation is still going on. My am still not satisfied with my door. I am going to change the door. I am calling people to ask for help o where to get a cheap and nice door. If I am in Tawau, thing like this is just a phone call away. Unfortunately I am in a place where I know NO ONE.

I am finally done with my account. Thank to a good friend who is really helpful and willing to do the full set account for me. Thanks!

For some reason, my "F" key in my notebook keyboard is not working in good order. Goodness... It's still under warranty, but I am not sure if keyboard is included. Ghoosh... I shall check it out now...

Medical Negligence?

Funny...

A friend told me she has a spritual encounter over the weekend. I later found out that she was prayed by someone and was filled by the Holy Spirit, which is good... but things are not over yet and she is still praying hard. So, I joined her in prayer.

I was reading a blog this morning and it was about 'depression'. About mind, about controlling of mind or face the problem of emotions.

I read a few blogs later and realise most of us gone thought this up and down kind of emotions from time to time in our lives. I too, going through the most difficult time. I am left alone after a good 4 weeks of busy accommodating people. I was so bored until I called Astro for subscription.

It only took them 10 minutes to install the whole thing, but the programme won't run until end of today or tomorrow morning. Hence, I took out the smallest law book I have and start reading it again. It's the The law of medical negligence in Malaysia. If you reads law, you probably know what is the Bolam test and so on. I read through that a few months ago and realise there are a bit different between the Malaysia and UK law. Some of you do know that I love this area of law. I do not afraid of suing doctors/hospitals if they are negligent in their practises. So, to catch up a little bit more, I started to read the book I have. Only then I realise I always skip the first chapter which is about the history of medical negligence. I was shock when I get to know that 'medical negligence' started thousand of years back by a group of people: The priest.

This is what I think: The author of the book thought the laying hands and praying for the sick caused medical negligence because the priest in the ancient times is not only those who are preaching the words of God or the one who is familiar with the law, but also physician/doctor.

I was reminded therefore of my friend who told me of what the pastor told her during her prayer last weekend. I am just wondering, could this pastor acted negligently or she really failed to recognised or even deny her own problem? Now, I am really worried...

- medical negligence? -

It is over!!!

After a few weeks of keeping myself busy with church, ministries, meeting people, parents' visit, visiting relatives, cousin's wedding, etc, I am finally left alone in this apartment of mine. haha... I finally had a chance to sleep and rest yesterday evening. It is not that I like to stay alone, but it is always good and refreshing to have my own time doing what I want. I cooked my own favourite food, watched some Hong Kong series while having my dinner and thereafter, called my parents and got myself ready to go to bed. I woke up early this morning, made myself a cup of coffee and went to church. I was alone during the service, but I enjoyed the service very much. I am feeling so tired after a good 3 weeks of continous of works and meeting up people and settling down in this new place.

Of all these, I found that I am a piece of soul that can adapt to a new place or environment very easily. With those sudden decision and sudden move to a new place, I manage to adapt to it in a day or two. It's just amazing. Well, I honestly think that this is beyond my own ability and just because of that, I am certain that, this is where God wants me to be at the moment.

I am still stuck with what ministry to involved myself into. However, this morning something really struck me. That's the course of Master in Theology. I really seriously considering of taking the course.

Just when I thought I will be lonely for the coming days, I received some friends' SMS and emails saying that they are visiting KK next month. It is really nice to have friends to visit me occasionally. Otherwise, I will be too used to a lonely life. hahaha...

Well, I guess God knows my heart and what I want.

Right after church a while later, I went for lunch with a group of youth. They are between Primary 6 to Form 4. I honestly think I am getting older because I had difficulties communicating with them. I think God is funny. He always placed me with those younger or much younger than me. So, when a pastor asked if I would like to help her with children cell, I am really .... ???? hahaha....