Ops...

Ops.. my mistake. Let me do some correction first. It's suppose to be below 20 km/h. OH NO... what happen to me last night? I was extremely too tired last night and it caused me to be extremely not well and tired today. I didn't know what happen to me that caused me all the pain in my kidney area. It caused me discomfort and pain the whole day and in addition to that, my tiredness had also made me suffered today.

Anyway... I contacted this friend of mine who was with me during pupillege and she thought I am with this "J" firm and when I told her I left the firm because of particular reasons, she said she encounter almost the same thing, but different 'inethical' ways of the firm. There and then, I thank God for guilding me to got out from that firm earlier. Praise the Lord!!!

Well, I think I am a workaholic. Why? Because even if I do not have internet in the office, and do not have my own room, but if I am given works, lot of them and I am contented. Today, I was not given much work to do. I finished everything in split second and the partner realise that I am bored because I keep on playing the game in the computer (my computer screen face out and everyone can see that I am playing games and I don't really care). He can't blame me on that but he did came to talk to me and told me that, he will sort out the files for me to do and have discussion with me on monday. Meanwhile, he is also not sure what to give me. I told him I searched all the books in the cupboard and I couldn't find anything 'constructive' to read and he then went into his room, passed me 3 books that I was looking for. haha.. I guess I solved his and my problem for the time being. hahaha...

I hope some documents from the Insurance company came in tomorrow morning and that I can go to Bar Council to get my application for the Practising Certificate done. If that is happening, then I shall also visit the library and also the Land Office nearby to get something done.

A week is about to pass. I am still not 100% settle in my works and life yet. I am still looking forwards to have more WORKS. haha... So, that's why I said, I think I am a workaholic...

hahaha...

- goodness -

Idea!

When I was on my way back from KL through the Federal Highway this evening after work, I was wondering what caused all the traffic jam. Well, after a few seconds of thought, I guess it is all because all Malaysian do not know one simple theory. That is: When there is a traffic jam, keep your speed limit below 25 km/second. I can't remember how I derive into that calculation, but if everyone is keeping that speed, every car is actually moving. If someone brakes, then all the cars behind will actually stopping and the most behind the car is, the more longer the stop is. That's how traffic jam is caused. But I guess, not many know the theory?

Besides that, of course it is because every car is trying to be selfish and try their ways out and not giving ways to the other cars. And the worse is that the government doesn't really bother about that and still claiming they are improving the road system. I would say... if they can't even 'teach' or 'train' all the drivers to drive well, with good manners and obverving the law, what can they do to improve the road system? Why can't they tighten the law in this area? Or is that because they themselves not very sure that they well keep in the law? ...

Well, I guess today's jam is not a waste after all. My friend called me while I was on my way and I had a good time with her and her husband and she even treated me a good meal. Wonderful isn't it?

When I reached home, internet is still down, we failed to sort that out and my other housemate just gave up on it. hai... But as usual, due to my wireless, I am connecting using others' line. Hmm... met a few lawyers today and we shared about what I am doing now and well, it's encouraging to know that it is not bad actually to start this professions with Banking works. It could be a good grounding. So, yes... I guess I will keep on moving in this area of law and see what I can get in future.

My dearest mom did called to check out things on me. Well, we talked for about 30 minutes and realise that my dad went to see doctor today. Hope he is fine and well. Heard he went to get blood tested the whole day (twice). Hmm... really hope everything is fine. Result not out yet. But mom has 100% confidence that he is doing fine. haha... I really admire my mom's faith in the Lord. I guess she trusted the Lord 100%. Something which I really need to learn.

Anyway... so, tomorrow I will be stuck in traffic again because no one knows the theory? OH NO.....!!!!

- "mau lit"-

What a feeling...

I woke up early today and went all the way to Gombak Land Office. Where is it? Hmm.. it cost me total of RM11.00 just to call people to find my way there. After I got everything done, I went back to my office, done some works and there I go.... have NOTHING to do till 6pm. There is no internet, no games, NOTHING... and I was just sitting there thinking, why am I here for? At about 3 pm, someone called me ... well, a well-known good firm called asking when can I attend an interview. I told them I am already attach to a firm and she was shock and asked how much so fast... and I said, well, it took you weeks to get back to me. haha...

May be I was left with NOTHING to do and that my mind start wander around and thinking of what I want in life. Banking is my last choice to be honest... I never want to do Banking. If you ask my friends, all of them can tell you how much I do not like banking. I can easily pick it up just like that and I just feel that it is nothing to do with "good and professional lawyer". It is just some works that everyone can do. Anyone without any legal knowledge can just pick that up easily. I feel therefore, so discouraged since afternoon...

I went to worship practice and I didn't feel so happy about it. But the worship was great and I manage to submit my petition to the Lord. After the practice, my mom called me and we had rather not a good talk. She encouraged me to continue with my current job and see how God shows me the future later. But I think I was too concern about wanting to know more about the laws and I started to feel that I didn't want to take up Banking litigation only and that caused me failed to came out with an agreement with my mother. I know her intention is good and that she is also worry that I will be jobless again due to all these. I know she cares and she is worry about me. ...

I came back from the worship practice, thinking that the internet will ease my discomfort, but .. my line is down and I was totally in depression. When I finally manage to online, I saw this friend of mine and without hesitation, I told her my problem. Well, I guess she enlighten me by saying that there is no end by entering into Banking litigation now. It is just a stepping stone and I can always do what I want in future. I think she is right. I don't know why I saw all these as some END and not a blessing. Satan has covered by eyes and since when it did that? Well, there and then I remember that one of my friend used to remind ourselves that Satan is the king of liar and it lies without you realise it.

Well, I guess... now, I just have to concentrate on what I should do. Learn as much as I can and move on to other field after that. ...

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