Part of life...

I was sitting down with a friend over lunch... and suddenly, she raised the issue that, i shouldn't have bother about her and I should just go do what I like, i.e. move out from KK.  This, raised, when she realised that all my closest friends, are residing in either US or UK or Australia (and I am certainly being reminded).  That's right, I have a lots of friends and I do have close friends.... just that, they are all oversea, not in Malaysia.  I guess one of the reason why people think i ought to belong to 'oversea' countries because .... life styles here are just not what I can adopt easily.
But over the years, this is what I think.... everywhere is the same (may be I am old enough to think that way) because all that I need is a job, earning capacity, and home.  I cannot remember when was the last time I went out for yum cha with friends or movies with friends or dinner with friends.... there's not many in KK for me to hang around with really and even if I get invited, I would rather stay at home.  That's the 'problem'. hahahahaha....
All I need to do now is to make sure that, I earn enough so that I can have enough to travel to visit all my friends occasionally (my only hobby now).  US is probably next if not Melbourne, to visit my cousins.  For an obvious reason, I have more friends in UK still.  But I do have lots of relatives and friends in Australia and Canada.
It's part of life.  Everyone is having their own life to lives at. Me, at the age of 40, may be i should think about what to do after 60 too.  I hope, by then, my house has fully paid for, I have extra savings for travelling and enjoy - only if I am not dead yet.
Suddenly, I am missing everyone.  Could be the loneliness after a few days (if not weeks) of meeting friends and family members.
Guess, at some point of life, I do need to lives 'alone' and guess that's part of my life.
- Part of life -