Whose job?

Sometime... I wonder... how are we going to distinguish so clearly whose work and job is this.... some people just know how to escape from their duty... and some, just love to pin point others to do works but not knowing that it's their own job. Well, don't get me wrong... not that I am UNWILLING to do or help... I am just feeling that people are taking me for granted.

Somehow, because I took the initiative... when people wanna scold... I always get to be scolded... So, i am seriously not feeling encouraged to move on... or rather... I don't feel like moving on... from what I am doing... or started.

NON-appreciation is the only word I can come out with for the time being.. seriously... first, it's not suppose to be my job, secondly... I just cannot bear with it anymore... when I am not being supported.... May be I shouldn't compare with other church... but somehow, I did this morning... when I came to know that all these works... is and was done by their administrator... and co-ordination is so much easier... and yet.. who am I? I am a lawyer, worked at this law firm and yet, I am doing somebody's job .... who is not without my jobscope... as a lawyer. MOREOVER... people are not appreciating it and I am not getting a full support... although I must mention that I do have a full support from a very diligent Pastor ... but besides that... ???? Ghoosh...

Well, I am not trying to be calculative...but I too have my own FULL TIME job here... and I am trying to do my best... So, a bit of 'pat on the shoulder' is needed sometimes... to keep me going... simply because I am too, a human being.

Nah... Of course I know and remember that, whatever I do, I am doing it for the Lord.... !!! (just like making sure every burger I made is to be perfect) I thank God for encouraging me when I need one... !!!

Well... before you call me 'unwilling'... may be you should think if you are willing to do the job I bear in my shoulder before me taking it up. If you are not, stop commenting that I am unwilling... the parable in the bible is what I remember... when Jesus used to talk about faithfullness.. and obedient. If you do not know which one.. oh my.... time to read your bible... !!!! hahaha....

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