Mine!

As usual, I will check the mail box everyday I came home from work and today is no exceptional. I open the mailbox thinking there won't be anything for me, but nope, I received the SESB electricity bill. For the first time, I look at the bill and I put a smile on my face. For a simple reason, it bears my name. For the past few years, I have been paying for my landlords, for my dad and this time, it's MINE. It bears my name... wow...!

This particular blog hits 800 today... and ever since i started to blog, I have written 800 thoughts.... amazing how far this can go. Well, I guess it matters... really matters to have the feeling of owing something.... I don't have someone which I can call 'mine'. I don't have many things that I can call mine.... sad... well, practically speaking, this condominium, my car and firm all belongs to the bank.... I have lost everything twice in my life for the past 15 years. And that's enough.... like one used to told me, "i know that feeling and I will not let myself to be in that situation again in my whole life".

-Mine! -

Bed!

I wonder how many think bed is the most important thing in our life. Many think sleeps is important too... and so, it's a complete shock when I told the sales manager that I have not been sleeping on a bed for the past 5 years plus. Ya...ever since I arrived in KK, I do not own a bed. I was sleeping on the ground/floor for about 4 months before getting myself a mattress. And the same mattress I am sleeping on (3") was my bed for the past 6 years.... hahaha... I am sure this is a record no one has...

Well, I finally bought myself a bed and I just got it set up not long ago. Wonderful.... I hope my room gives me a good sleeps every night.... This is my permanent home.... wow.. until I move in to a bungalow. hehehe... I do need a 'land' to start planting things...

Oh well... I got myself a bed finally...

-Bed! -

The Depressed soul...

Oh well.... it's on today that I have changed the blog's address to the depressedGodlyLawyer. Well, for a simple reason... I AM depressed and I feel so being left behind.... and being ignored and neglected. No one think about me at any given time. Everyone is happy with their life and enjoying every love and romance and successes in their life.... What can I say? I wish them well? I would if they are not doing all these to me...

I am tired. I really do.... may be it's time...

-the depressed soul ... -