Thoughts...

I have this thoughts... of first, to discharge myself as my client's advocate on these 2 trials and secondly, to exposed the act of the other lawyer who keeps on giving advice to my clients which was totally against ours (interference) to the Sabah Law Association/Malaysian Bar. The trial dates are nearer and nearer each day. Seriously, I am suppose to start preparing for it, which I seriously had some works on it, but .... not when I received 'instruction' from clients to stop what I am doing (even preparing), hence, I stopped working on the 2 files and concentrate on my other cases instead. I am telling you, I am very much de-motivated to fight in these 2 cases now because of what the client is doing to US and therefore, in the event if I lose the 2 cases, it's wholy either the client or the other lawyer's fault. Hence, I really wanna tell the client and the other lawyer, if they are willing to bear the consequences now....

I just hate them for now.... but it's Maundy Thursday today... and so, the holy weekend.... and hmm..... I will try to forgive them.... shall I?

- thoughts -

Moving...

Ya... after a few weeks of searching, I manage to find a place to move to. A bigger place, but of course, with a friend ... Hmm... not that I don't like staying with someone. It's the feeling of not having my OWN apartment by myself that disturbed me somehow. I have been telling my cousin that I am moving to stay with a friend. They think it's a good idea, at least, I stay with someone rather than myself. I think so too... oh well... but then, I guess I am used to staying alone and I can just shout when I feel like and watch tv even in the middle of the night if I cannot sleep. NO NO NO.. i am not saying, the friend I am staying with doesn't allow me to do that.... it's just a FEELING... of ... I don't know.. May be just that, I am too used to stay alone.

Oh well, to adapt myself in this new place within this month, I too have to deal with other issues like trials (the case I hated most) and some other things. I will be away for a weekend this month and I seriously need to start packing and getting someone to help me with moving. YES. For the first time, I am asking for HELP!!!!!!!!!

We have signed the Tenancy Agreement last night and I am going to move bit by bit starting with the installation of aircon and water heater... and astro and phone lines... and then, I can start moving some small small things bit by bit... well, I do need help because for the next 3 weeks, my dear friend won't be around. So, I really need lots of HANDS...

Oh well... I am having a mixture of feelings seriously... of the needs to stay with someone and seriously, I am excited too. hahahaha...

- moving -

New Phone, New Place to stay...

Just to update everyone... as my phone dropped into a pal of water and it beyond rescued, ... I have now place the old phone on my table at home. Every day when I reached home and saw it, my heart feels the pain... seriously, it's such a nice phone... very friendly user kind of phone. Just a button a way, I will get what I need and needless to say, it has 'solicit' a lot of businesses to me for the past 2 years of its service to me as a phone.

Oh well... not that this new phone of mine is not serving its function. It does. It has been effective either. But ... just that, it's new and I have yet to get a hang of it fully, YET... hence, everything seems so difficult. My cell members would be able to understand this FULLY as they only get a 'reminder message' from me an hour ago... simply because the cell leader couldn't find an easier way to send a text message to EVERY cell members. Oh well... I know how to do it, just no time to set it yet. Will sort that out later when I have time.

So, so so... that's about the phone of mine... about a place to stay... I have found a place to stay after all.... but yes.. I can't really say that can't I? since I have yet to sign the agreement nor I have pay for the deposit YET. hahaha.. Oh well... let's hope everything goes well...

From the above, can you figure out by now that why I need an extra income sources? Ok... I leave you now... so that you can say a little prayer for me. hehe...

- new phone, new place to stay -