Weekend

It's a rather busy, tiring and fun weekend I had. When I reached KL around 10pm on Friday, I called my brother just to double check if they are at home. They were and according to them, I shall not go to eat first because the kids are waiting for me. So, my friend sent me home to drop my luggages and to play with the kids for about 1 hour. Right after that, friends came and picked me up for food and chit chatting (that's the only Yam Cha time I had for the whole trip though). After we ate and after some really good upates, I went home and sleeps. That was 1:30am. The next day, I drove to pick up 2 persons starting at 6:30am and from then onwards, I was outside where I was staying until 11:30pm. It's tiring... but yet, I had lots of fun. Just a 2 days trip, I managed to visit all those places I used to work, I used to travel to, I used to pass by and used to park my car at, I went through. I was glad though that at least, I still know the roads, the places and nothing seems changed after 2 years.

The worse thing throughout the whole trip of course is the airline. I was suppose to take a 7:30pm flight back to Kota Kinabalu, but the flight was retimed to 10:10pm. When I reached the airport for check in at 8:20pm, they told me they are moving me to take the 9:25pm flight. Happily, I allowed them to move me to the said flight. When I boarded and waiting for about 15 minutes, annoucement told us, my 9:25pm is retimed again... to 9:50pm. At the end of the day, I only arrive KK at 12:30am. It's tiring... however, due to the delay, I managed to play with the kids for another 1 hour plus. hahaha... Anyway, I was emotionally disturbed by all the retime...

For now, I am SLEEPY!!!!!!

- weekend -

To KL...

Just in case you wonder what happen to me today. I was in court for 2 cases. I asked the interpreter if she can put both of my cases together and she said, not possible because one is for mention, another is for hearing. When the court started, my case was called. First case... it has been for a long time now that my case being called first... and guess what? The hearing case was the last and today has about 65 cases listed. Interestingly, I didn't fall alseep on court...

I am leaving in 10 minutes time to go back home, do my last packing and rush out from my place to airport...

If you remember... tomorrow is my friends' wedding. Time indeed, flies...

I am seriously tired... but I am asking strength from the Lord to sustain me for the next 2 days...

Oh dear... I have court on Monday morning...

For those in KL... see you all around... If you don't want to miss seeing the 'fat' me, don't miss Sunday service...

- KL -

Memory...

My mind is still set on last weekend. I am still wondering what in me that's really being 'triggled'. Friends were asking me what happen and I couldn't find any 'valid' answer to give. I only remember, I don't really like 'this feeling' that I had... Oh, wait... yes.. I had this same feeling years ago. It was during the conversation with a friend that reminded me of the one and only evening that my friend were dragged by me without notice, to Putrajaya for hours, until 3am the next day. I am sure this friend of mine do not know the reason behind until today. I remember I was asked the question once, but answer was never given until today. The only thing I said was "Don't ask, just drives me around." Well, I am glad that this friend was good enough to drives me all the way to Putrajaya, and we stayed there for the whole evening. We talked about some other things that evening instead of the issued I faced. It's hours we were there doing basically, NOTIHNG. hahaha... Now, it has turned to be a good memory... and also a painful experience.

A good memory because I know whom I can rely and/or trust on when I needed a friend. It's so painful because of what I experienced then and it haunted me last weekend. I believe I am still hurt and unhappy about it. I too know, it will be IN me even though I doesn't look or sound like it affects me. Seriously, last weekend's experience was more severe then the previous one as I have no one to turn to. However, I was glad that, some really good friends do called up and entertained me, although there's one unwanted guest.

The result of last weekend however was not as severe as the previous incident though, even though it does have its impact on me, strong and hard... or may be, it's too early to say. hahaha...

- Memory -