Frustration

It's not long ago that once again I was challenged to work faithfully with this ministry. However, I guess people didn't realise that they could be the cause why things cannot be advanced and that they have became a hindrance for people to serve God MORE.

I met lots of these people since I came over to KK. I won't say it is totally the KK fault but I would say, it is the attitudes that the KK people developed that makes it such. People in small place or especially those who never seen the outside world thought they are already the BEST and that it is ENOUGH to stay where they are. I guess, it is good enough for small places who developed a high quality to stay where they are FOR A WHILE. But they shouldn't stay there for the rest of their life. When generation passed, things changed, technologies advances, things and methods need to be improved. However, what I encounter so far is that they LOVE to think that they are the BEST and they wanted to keep it for the rest of their life and that's what made me frustrated.

Seriously, it's 'frustrated'.

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Great man of God!

During my last visit to Tawau, my hometown, a grandaunt passed to me and my dad a booklet. A booklet which has a record of Elton Hill, a missionery who served in Borneo. He has made such an impact in today's churches across Borneo. The reason this grandaunt gave us this booklet, not because of Elton Hill, but it's because it has records of my great great grandfather. (My dad's grandmother's father) His name is Fong Hau Kong. He came from Guang Dung, China around 1890+ and served God here as missionary and later, he was ordained as Deacon and Priest and became the first Priest in Kudat, Sabah. He was made Deacon after a few years of serving, but only ordained as Priest after 20 years of serving as Deacon. The moral of the story of what he did was his faithfulness to the Lord!!! He is a great man of God.

Now if you ask me how many of us in the family who is a Reverend/Priest, I really scratching my head. But it's clear that I am at least the 5th generation's Christian. Now I started to know why I have such burden for people in Sabah.

It is continuous....

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Lately...

It has not been a 'predictable' weeks for the past 2 weeks. I cannot remember when was the last time I post anything on this blog. My mind is filled with too many details and works, be it works and/or ministries, friends and/or clients.

I attended the Worship Conference last holiday. It's great to have been able to play, learn and enjoy music. Music... is something I don't think I can lives joyfully with if it is not around. It's something I believe not only God loves, but all of us loves. I had really learned so much during the whole worship conference. Thanks for those who is willing to share and teach. I really thank God for them. However, after the worship conference, once again I am challenged to do better for the Lord in this ministry. What I had, was a truely busy holiday.

However, I had a 'genuine' holiday (unexpected) las weekend. Everytime when I planned to go back for holiday, I ended up working crazily until I had no time for anyone in the family. I remember how much I missed the change to play with my nephew and niece the previous time. I didn't even have time to pass urine I shall add.

Well, last weekend, it was a sudden arrangment for me to go back to my hometown to bring 3 groups of people to see a piece of land which my uncle is selling. It's too sudden until arrangment was really upside down. At first, it's schedule to be on Monday but last minute, it was arranged to Tuesday, then Tuesday afternoon. So, I ended up to have Monday and Tuesday free. Glad to have some really nice and close friends to hang around with as it's their day off and holiday. So, I happen to have an unplanned holiday.

Mom of course cooked what I long to have since a month ago... CRABS!!!!! It's so delicious and nice... !!!!

So yes.. that's all about what happen lately...

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