Condition...

It's not easy to allow my brain to rest in the 'comfortable' zone now. I can't even sleep tight every night. Yesterday, I was shock to see my office door's condition. What a poor workmanship and trust me, if I do that with my own hand, I am sure it is better than what it is now. I was so not satisfied with it and I made a complaint to my partner. There and then only that I found out that it's down by my partner's friends. I do not mind if it is cheap and nice, but, it is expensive and not nice. To avoid more argument, I therefore decided to leave this place and go back to Tawau to celebrate Parents' Day with them today. hahahaha....

It's really great to be able to meet some OLD friends during these 2 weeks. Invitation to visit Beaufort and Labuan are always open. So I can ensure you that if you can't find me in KK during your visit, it must be I am too stress and need a break. hahaha...

Office is still not done yet. I hope everything is done by tomorrow and that by next week, it looks like an office.

Oh yes... just in case you ask me where I am now... I can actually access hotspot in my office room. hohohohoho.... what a good news!!!

So, guess this will make my day.....

Miserable II

My weekend was good. At least I saw someone familiar in church and started to involve in ministries. I was so worried about things, i.e. when can our office finished with it's renovation, when can the furnitures move in, when can the door be fixed, when can the phone start operating? When can this and that... !!! On top of that, my partner disappear this morning. Guess she is busy with 3 of her cases on hand and me? still miserably looking out for clients and business. God indeed blessed me with friends who are Estate Agent that promise to pass me files, etc. I am thinking of going back to Tawau to get some files as well.

But, where is my partner this morning? Hmm.... just when I was worried, she called and asked me where I am and what we need to do today. So, I am still stuck in this office neighbourhood, TMPoint to do my Internet access while waiting for the people to get my air con and door lock done.

2 days ago, this new tenant (KL) called and asked if he can pay me part of the deposit this month and he promise he will pay for the rest next month. Well, according to him his situation is severe then mine. I wonder how he came to know and base on what he said that. Do I not need a capital to start my firm? Do I not need money to ship my belonging including my car back to Sabah? And I do not have a single cent from my last month labour. Now, tell me who has the more severe 'situation'? He said he called to discuss but when I suggest he pay me in full, he said he can't. Tell me, I am not even a tenant nor landlord in that house anymore, why do I need to deal with all these? Can I ask him not to move in? My physical body not even in KL... I am personal lives according to rules and this is just INCORRECT!!!!! But yet, I can't do anything about it. .... I am speechless!!!!

Well, I guess this is life. I bet not many gone through life like this and not many can understand what I am going through. So, I guess my only expression is 'HAI!!!!". hahahahahaha....

- speechless -

Miserable!

It has been a while since my last blog. People start wondering what happen to me since the moment I left Kuala Lumpur. Well, let me keep you informed of what happen to me then.

Sunday (28.05.2006) :

I arrived in the evening and right after that, I went to collect my apartment keys and moved in. The place is terrible. Dusty and I almost move to a hotel.

Monday (29.05.2006):

My partner and I suppose to open an account but we ended up doing some other things, i.e. printing name cards, cops and so on. It's terribly jam on that particular day in KK and I was stuck in traffic most of the time. I went to the prayer meeting in the evening.

Tuesday (30.05.2006):

My partner and I went around a few furniture shops and trying to get all furnitures sorted out. I also tried to get mattress and some necessities done.

Wednesday (31.05.2006):

Shops for mattress is still on the way. A friend came down from Mount Kinabalu and stays with me. I consider that as a blessing because she is wonderful. At least she accompanied me and gave me lots of advices. Good.

Thursday (01.06.2006):

Supposingly today is opening of our firm. But the renovation is still going on and everything is unsettled. I am not very happy but I think God since there's nothing much to do, I went around and bought myself a mattress, got myself a TV (really boring without a TV in KK, especially staying alone) and a writing table.

Today (02.06.2006):

The renovation is still on. They are doing works and I am here at TM point to do my emailing and internet searching. A friend called me to let me know that Air Asia ticket to Tawau from Kota Kinabalu is cheap, so i came over and check for the price. Well, it's RM70 difference between Air Asia and MAS.

Dad and Mom are coming over for a cousin's wedding on 15.06.2006 and that's good news as I might want to arrange a tea reception (opening of office) when they are here.

I am secretly going back to Tawau next Thursday. First trying to get business. Secondly, it's Parents' Day on Friday, so I am going back to celebrate with parents. hahaha... ok. don't tell my parents ah... hahaha....!!!

Well, accessing internet is really something NOT possible at my aparatment nor office at the moment. TM told me they need to do a wiring from 7th Floor to ground floor and that will cost me about RM500 itself. Until that is done, I cannot get phone line or internet. At home, I will be miserable because the phone itself take ages to installed. Reason given by TM: HOLIDAY! Erg... anyway....!!!

I went around the whole City wondeirng if there's a place like Starbucks where I can access to internet freely. And I found the whole City is using HOTSPOT. Well, for the 2 days holiday, I can't get access because all the shops ran out of the Start-Up card. Goodness!!! That's KK I believe because I heard even Tawau has at least one Cafe that we can access internet.

So, I really thank God that my friend is here with me. Otherwise, I will be miserable for a few days. Now, my prayer is: the renovation be done A.S.A.P. and of course that I can survive next month. Money is running out ... erg....!!!! Praying, Praying....!!! Friend is asking me where is my faith in the Lord, I am wondering the same myself.

Have mercy on me, oh Lord!!!!