It has been for a long long while now that i haven't been having the sense of excitement. I was telling many for the past years that i have no sense of excitement.... 2 weeks ago, my nephew and niece came to visit me, they walked straight to my car and said good bye to their parents and insisted to accompany me that afternoon after we all had lunch. They obviously gave their parents a shock! Well, i had a great great time with them... and after a series of challenge we had on wii, i promsed them i'll bring them to the play ground and to the lake. We did.... but they were not excited because they have seem many better one in England, in Paris, etc. My newphew told me, my playground is nothing and he made a hand gesture that it's really means NOTHING. Well, i brought them to the lake and they both told me, the lake is dirty and the fishes are not big enough.... in a way, those gave them no excitement....
Yes, i probably had gone through too much too early and therefore i find no excitement for anything you probably feel excited about. Throughout my life, i have had experienced many things, circumstances, feelings, obstacles, successes, failure, etc. more than anyone else. At least, i still have more experiences that no one has ever experienced before....
Tomorrow, i am going to experience something i have yet to experience before. I am being subpoena by the court in Shah Alam to attend court and give testimony and to produce documents in support of my testimony. I have been to court many times, conducting a trial, calling my witness, asked my questions, etc.... but i have never been called as a witness. Somehow, this gives me sense of excitement...., something new....!
This excitement and experience is so fresh and new in my life,much better than being pushed into an operating theater .... , or flying to somewhere alone, by myself or exam being called off because of bomb, or lost my cargos... being diagnosed with sickness....etc. somehow,i am excited about tomorrow...
- excited-
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