Friday, October 02, 2009

Preparation...!

A topic on giving tithes was discussed earlier on during of my lunch and it kept me thinking... and wondering... of why people has difficulties in giving tithes (10% of what they received) if they have 'extra' money. Well... I am of course thinking on the 'monetary' part. I used to just received a sum of money which is not even cover my monthly expenses and if I still wanna pay my tithes, that's mean, there will be some expenses which will not be cover at all. Those days, not only happen once or twice in my life, but for years... even until today. However, I always pay my tithes without going through the 'calcuation' part first as my parents always remind me to seek ye first the kingdom of God.
People who love investment know this, that even if they do not have a lot each month, when they come into investment, they will pay for it first. I have friends who consider that as 'wise' move. Well, if I put it to tithes, I guess a lots of people will choose to do their investment in shares, in bonds, in properties, insurance and all then tithes. Simply because of the concept of money making money. Giving tithes... the profit will NEVER come.. that's what most of the people think. Instead, investing in other forms of investments, one will get their return and profits double or triple folded in just a few months time.
Hence, our focus never... put on tithes. If the church is asking for tithes, people will said, the church is asking for money.. or charity. But if the insurance company is asking for a premium to be paid, even more than 10% of what we received, we never ask 'why' and being hesitate on it. We just give. For those who are more weathy... I just do not understand why is that so difficult to pay the tithes. Well, may be I never was in a stage where I am weathy enough to understand... but, if I can pay my tithes even if I do not have enough to eat... what's the problem with those who have extra?
I do not come from a weathy family. Most of our saving came from the hard work of my mother, who planted all the vegetables and cook cakes and food at home. Except Sunday, after church, we never eat our meals outside the house. From sugar with rice to nice roast pork and chicken, we usually have it at home. Well... with low education qualification at my parent's generation, we somehow survives... WELL. When I first started to work, I remember what my mother told me, that even though we struggle of what to eat sometimes, but she never needs to even allocate tithes out from her pocket because she always give more than 10%. So she said, God is faithful and He will bless. Well... and she continue saying, not only He bless us now in this fallen world, but we have invested in His kingdom too, a place where we know, is permanent.
Well, ... so, can someone tell me, if we can survive all these while, why can't you if you have the extra income in your pocket? Why is that so difficult to give? Are we not suppose to prepare ourselves for the FUTURE? Or have you not know what's your future?
- Preparation ... ! -

Monday, September 28, 2009

Rare occasions....

It's not a very usual appointment made on Thursday ... with a chartered accountant in Tawau. Simply because I need his help with the bundle of documents I received few months back. Why the sudden? Well, simply because I have the hope that we will settle this matter outside the court without dragging in to the Court trial in October. However, due to some reason, which I think I can only blame my opponent for it, I HAVE to proceed this case. Hence, I have to set aside all my other cases and come to Tawau this morning to see a chartered accountant. He is nice enough to go through every detaisl with me and has also agreed to assist me if I need his help. Well, what can I say? I really thank God for him....
Well, of course, I am worry now that, he won't be around if the court postpone this case again. Including him, I have a total of 4 witnesses and I am now thinking of some tactics not to get my opponent to win this case. Did I become more canning compare when I first conducted trial? Well, I guess I am....
My heart has never feel peace ever since I fixed the appointment to see him today. I am sure it has nothing to do with him... but.. of the schedules and stuffs that I need to handle... well, to put it right.. my parents is not around in Tawau. Meaning.... first, I have to get myself down from the airport by taxi..., then, I won't know what time I will finish with the accountant and what I should do after that... well, a little prayer was made this morning before the flight take off... truely, God is faithful... everything went so smoothly ... that I manage to chit chat with my friends in church during their lunch time...(of course everyone asked the same questions: "why are you back when your parents are away?") and went for lunch with a friend, then, went to the Court to get some documents, and serve that document to the relevant party, then met up with my cousin and her husband who came back from Hong Kong to see her dad who just had a surgery... then now, manage to get into the house, took my shower... and waiting for someone to pick me up to send me to airport... (thanks to MAS who always delay their flights ... )
I guess... compare to my dear car, little blue who has been waiting for me at the airport at Kota Kinabalu, ... I am better. hehehehe...
- rare occasions -

Friday, September 25, 2009

Lawyer or Liar?

Many said all lawyers are liar... well, I am not sure if that is true.. but I can tell you, I am 'bluffing' through this submission. Even my boss has commented to my client 10 minutes ago that, he is impressed with my work and I told him earlier on, after the trial that due to the mistake my witnesses did, I have nothing to write about.. and yet, I have given him a piece of work with 15 pages today ... I guess he is convinced that, I am a "bluffer"...
Well, ... am I proud to be able to bluff? Errrr... I don't think I have the sense of satisfaction... but instead... GUILT! hahahaha..
- lawyer or liar? -