Well...

Well..., whether you trust it or not, I am so so so busy for the past 3 days and I am feeling like my body doesn't belong to me.... so tired!!!! For the past few days, I even skipped lunch and toilet break... phew... well, busy and tired is my only expression now!!!

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Trust?

I was always in the dilemma of knowing who tells the truth and who doesn't. Hence, I can hardly trust a person when he/she tells me something. Not good if that apply to my friends, huh? No wonder I don't really have friend.... Hence, I rarely affirm an affidavit on behalf of my clients these days.

I must assert that, it is hard to gain my trust. Lately, I just think, it's hard for me to trust myself anymore. I used to be able to trust my own memory and ability. Today I must say, I have lost that trust at least by 50%. I started to have difficulties in my memory lately. One who claimed to have never suffer much of headache has now suffering from it at least 3 times a week. Brain tumor as I once thought I am suffering from might be correct. Hence, when I was told I am not looking for solution, I admitted. I do not want to know the fact and I rather just die without knowing (if it is true). I am not bold enough to face the reality? I admit I am. I just don't trust the technology, the doctor, the medicine and everything else...

Except the Lord.... hence, I feel closer to God these days... then to anyone else! At least, He has never fails me and He sees me through all the seasons in my life. So, if He calls me home, I shall be delighted. NO NO NO... don't get me wrong. I don't want to die NOW lah. I WISH only. hahaha....

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Divorce Matter? Litigation?

Well, I was in court this morning trying to get an injunction to stop the other party to transfer off his properties to another person. I never done a contested injunction before and hence, I was quite nervous. The judge however has been very nice and he has guided the counsels well I must say and of course, due to some 'discussion' earlier on with the opponent, we realise that something must have not been correct (I was told this is his first contested divorce case and I also being told he is nasty). Hence, I reserved my 'sharing' with him but well, he asked the Judge on certain issues and I guess he was wrong in his earlier finding and hence, he acted real nasty now towards me and my client. Of course, in a way, I got what I wanted. At least the Judge wanted the opponent to undertake not to transfer his properties to another person for the time being (interim injunction) until this injunction hearing is disposed of. However, I must reply his affidavit which was only filed and served on me yesterday at 13:15. I told the court I have to reply as there are too many 'allegation' which was not rebutted. Hence, I am rushing an affidavit to rebut the opponent's allegation and I am going to be putting EVERYTHING into it.

When I came back to office around 12 noon today, I saw another Defence put on my table, served by my opponent on another matter. The root of the case arosed from a divorce matter too and while I was reading the Defence, I was really sad to find out how many irresponsible man in this world. Hai... Well, another matter which I need to sort out within these 2 days. Hence, I am not going to Tawau for tomorrow's case. Glad that a wonderful friend is standing in the matter for me.

Just before I am finishing with this post, another matter came in with regards to a Pastor being cheated. I am doomed...!!!!

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