What a day? or is it a week? or is it a month?

I woke up this morning at around 7am and asked myself why would I want to wake up so early. It's either the light or my body clock that woke me up this morning although my car service was scheduled to be at 9:50am. I asked myself to go back to sleep and I did until 9am. I sent my car for service and from 9:30am, I waited for my car to finish it service ... which finished at around 11:30am. It's 2 hours service because it's a major service. I cannot remember when was the last time my car had such an expensive and major service. However, my car is in good condition now, at least. hahaha... For the next round, my car's timing belt will need to be replaced and that will need about 4 hours to do. I shall remember to make sure I have the time for it... may be just before I go to England for mission.

For the 2 hours at the car service centre, I took out my computer and finsihed one of my written submission and which means, I only have another 1 to go for next Monday. Still, I am seriously still pack with works these few weeks. I have been rushing from file to file and case to case. One after another. Don't get me wrong. I am not blaming but instead, I am worried... that I will miss out any important one, i.e. I keep on reminding myself that I need to file and serve a "Reply to the Affidavit in Opposition" by this coming Wednesday. Someone please remind me, please...

Oh well, ...

By the way, just to update you that my jaw is fine. I manage to yawn since last Thursday... and eat all kind of food and that's mean, I will no longer be forced to eat porridge.... ! GREAT!

Well, time to sleep...

- what a day? or is it a week? or is it a month? -

Jaw dislocated?

I wonder if that's really what it is. I woke up yesterday with a pain in my jaw on my left side. It's not a usual pain. I can feel that it's to do with the bones. It's so painful while I opened my mouth to brush my teeth. There after, I realise I had difficulties to talk and I almost called my partner to stand in the case for me. During lunch, the pain got worse until I had difficulties in eating and I have then decided to see a doctor. Due to my busy schedule lately, I only left office at around 4pm to get myself checked. Doctor said it could be just swelling and infection and he gave me some medicines. I thought I should be able to eat after that but I took about 1 hour to finish my dinner and still, I didn't feel full before I left as I was rushing to cell group last night. It's tiring and torturning eating in that manner. It's ... seriously torturing....!!!

Anyway... I have to wake up this morning for 2 appointments and I just done with it. Great!!! So, I shall enjoy a cup of coffee now and relax for a while before I continue to do another few works.

Somehow, I feel much better when I have lots of works to do although, physically, I am tired. I have another early appointment tomorrow morning at 8am. Oh well, I shouldn't complain. But I really wonder if I can go rest at a resort for a day this weekend. May be spending more time with the Lord is what I need.

- Jaw dislocated? -

It's just ...

It's just a busy day today. Suddenly, everything, every files started to move and things are a bit out of hand this morning with a few clients were here, a few other matters to settle and filed, another few fees to collect, etc. etc. Still, when I sat down 5 minutes ago, I still feel worried about what my finances for next month. This month is yet to end and yet, I have started to worried about the next month. Don't ask me why and no need to remind me on the familiar bible verses. It's the 'putting them in practical and reality' matter.

I do know I have another few fees have yet to be collected. I should be able to get them by next month, but still... I feel 'insecure' somehow. Seriously, God has been blessing me wonderfully lately and things has gone better and I really want to feel the same way for the rest of my life.

A friend has reminded me on focusing on the right thing lately. I guess... she's right! May be my focus has gone out from the 'correct' box. Worries has somehow got my full attention on it instead of blessing and enjoying life as promised by God.

... Oh well... time to get back to the 'correct' focus box...

- it's just ... -