After today, I have one more working day before I go back home for Christmas. Last month and this month are suppose to be my 'honeymoon' moment as I do not want to stress myself too much in works and ministries. Somehow, I get to escape from all Christmas functions, both in KK and Tawau. So, I hope I'll have a good, relaxing Christmas this year. 2 to 3 months ago, I was seriously stress and completely burned out. With unforeseenable and forseenable circumstances came to my way at the same time, I almost fail to handle my emotions and rationalism.
Oh well, I guess almost all those arounds me didn't realise how difficult I was. As leader, I was taught ways to handle situation like this. Suprisingly, those close one has failed to realise my 'situation' but some not so close one somehow got my stress de-stressed. Weird!!! Of course there's one or two who has always concern about me do follow up with my recent news. Don't get me wrong. I am not blaming anyone. I am just saying... we have certain friends on certain time/occasions. Some just happen to forgets about you when you need them and some just happen to be around when you need them. It's weird how thing works.
Well, since Christmas is around the corner and I will be 'disconnected' from the internet soon... I do want to take this opportunity to thanks those who happens to be around during my time of 'suffering' and also to wish everyone else, a blessed and merry Christmas!!!!
- merry christmas -
