Blessing...!!

God is truely a God of blessing. He has blessed me with friends who cares. A friend invited me to give a seminar on Will-writing yesterday evening. Therefore, I gave a seminar to abou 40 people yesterday. It was a great evening. During the meeting, many have came to know more about Will, the important of making a Will, who can make a Will, when should we make a Will and why should we make a Will. A lot of them are not very familiar or confidence about making Will. Hence, during the Q & A sessions, we had a really good time, enjoying, laughing and explaining. After the seminar, I managed to speak to a few of them about other legal matters. This morning just before I came back to KK, a few of them also met me and discussed with me some other issues they face.

In view of the above, I am quite sure that I am getting closer to this town's community. They have started to acknowledge my existence and they started to trust me and my services. Which also means, I am opening business opportunity in that place.

I really thank God for friends who invited me for that special talk and gathering. God has indeed blessed me well.

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A few friends has just approached me and told me that, they are now considering of entering another chapter of life, doing something MORE for the Lord. Honestly, since last week, this issue has been in my mind ever since. Well, .... not that it just strikes my mind. Going mission is what God called me for, except I am not sure when I should go. I was asking God of the time to go because I am not any younger any more. I want to go now, but it seems like God doesn't want me to go now. He want me to be more equipped and I guess He has a special plan for me. But those friends of mine who told me recently, they have this strong feeling of going for it now, which I think, God has really called them to act NOW.

So, God... tell me when I should go....

- praying -

A gathering!!!

It is always glad to be able to meet with friends/old friends. Well, I met someone for dinner yesterday. Not that he is an old friend of mine, but he is just someone who made an impact in my life about 4 years ago. I can still remember it well. I still remember he challenged me to do swimming because of my lung diseases. He is such an encouragment to me. During the dinner, he managed to share a bit of his mission in Madagascar. Trust me, his sharing in some point, has touched my heart so deeply that I wanted to make him as my example. He has used 1 day to decide whether to serve God in this place. He used 1 day to leave behind him all that he possessed. He said he just bought a car, had a good team who serve faithfull in his church, life is so good that he thought he will retired in this country, Mauritius. All of us who heard that he only used one day said, he is a man of action. He admitted that he decide fast, act fast and he will die fast too. Well, at that very moment, my reaction is "I want do be like him" because my wishes is to die fast. hahaha......... just joking!!! In my mind, even if I die fast because I responded fast to His calling, it is worthy. To be honest, I really 'puzzled' by my own thinking and ponder over his sharing.

It does bother me until now of what he has shared. He is really a man of God. I asked a friend who visited him before and noted that the condition in his mission field is indeed a tough one. He also shared to us that he struggling with life there but later added that, he has joy serving the people because according to him, mission is about the people and not about the condition or what type of situation or people. Mission is all about people and serving them, sharing gospel to them, etc.

God has indeed sent someone to gave me some idea about mission works. I am now trying to get myself prepare for a mission. So, while I am pondering about all these, God, help me to prepare myself for your works.

- prayer -

Weird

I had a weird feeling yesterday when I woke up. That same feeling followed me to church and when I entered, I just felt that I want to go in 'full time ministry'. It is a sense of 'belonging' and 'warmness' that I had. My heart were struggling and I just feel like doing more for the Lord. After the Holy Communion, we have a preacher from Australia to share to us and he preached about 'The Missionary of God'. It is so real that ... all over a sudden... I am over by all these 'calling', 'go for mission', 'preach and share His words', etc. etc... Besides all these words flashing in my mind, I was also 'attack' by all these photos, memories, scenes and others about my mission to Mauritius years ago. My heart somehow is 'thirst' for going mission. It is scary...

Upon reaching home, I started to watch some TV programmes and when my heart was just 'calming down', I received an SMS from China. A friend SMS me from China, talking a bit of her ministries, etc. That was SHOCKING...

The following whole day, I just couldn't sit myself down to do anything. I finally did a bit of the Girls Brigade documentations and that's it. This 'MISSION' is all over my head.. till now.

This morning, I was woke up by a call. From my pastor. He said Bishop Roger, the Bishop of Madagascar wanted to speak to me on phone. I was shock. What? I was reminded on them yesterday and now he called me? I was really truely very shock.... And now, we are planning to come out for a meal tomorrow evening after his visit to Kundasan.

God is certainly calling me, isn't He? I am not sure myself. Do join me in prayer...

-STRANGE, JUST STRANGE -