UNBELIEABLE!!!

Too many unbelievable things happen today.

1) My car is leaving me in less than 48 hours;

2) I am leaving less than 2 weeks time;

3) My internet is down AGAIN;

4) I am so busy in the office these few days;

5) I start missing everything here in KL now... especially people!!!;

6) I was told by a friend that the WHOLE TAWAU knows about me moving to KK; and

7) My ex-colleague / friend / sister in Christ is lenting me one of her car for 2 weeks.

UNBELIEVABLE! Life is just so unpredictable!!! How can one claim that life is not interesting? I can't imagine life is so stable and easy. I won't like that kind of life. So, what else can I say besides, giving thanks to God?

Thank you, Lord...

Hypocrite!

Well, I was recently met one. Why did I say the person I contacted is a hypocrite, it's all because she claim herself as Christian, has Christian conduct and yet caused pain to people, especially a church.

It was in Janaury 2006 that our church think we should support this Recreation and Training (hereinafter referred to as "R & T") center which was under the name of a reputable bible seminary. We therefore contacted the said R & T for more information. We took the efforts to visit the said venue and we met someone in the R & T who gave us information of all that we needed. We were quite happy about our decision. ... well, only for a while.

We contacted the said R & T for a various occassion and on our second and third contact, we were assigned to see someone else instead of the first person. We were then still very happy with things. We paid the deposit and even booked another dates for another event of ours.

Things did't went so well when the 1st 2 persons we contacted were not contactable. We were informed to see the 'person in charge', the 3rd person, the Hypocrite I called. She makes things so complicated. She twisted the truth. She broke the promises of all that the 1st 2 persons had promised. She even blamed us for her poor management set up and so on. What was really switch my anger was that she claimed that she's a good christian and she even claimed that we never deal with a big resort organisation before. I was kind of angry because if it is not because of her existence, everyone would have been in a good condition and we will be happy. That's why I call her a HYPOCRITE!!!!!!

She made is a point as if we know nothing about contract. I was about to confronted her with all the rules and law in this country.

Honestly, I look down on this kind of person 100%.

However, although I think we can confronted her with many things, but we do not want to do that because we just want things to get over. We want to enjoy the camp. After all, she is a Hypocrite, but we do not want to be one.

Now that we all suffer from her words and broken promises, we really hope things goes well for the whole 3 days and 2 nights camp. I am personally not involved in this camp thingy, but since her 'existence', I am dragged to deal with her because she is too too too difficult and she is unreasonable, dishonest and overall, HYPOCRITE!!!!

- Next time when you realise you are hypocrite, do not say you are a christian, please... -

Missing...

As I am leaving KL in 2 weeks time. Everything is like a 'war' to me. Condition in my room is like where a dog sleeps. Things to settle is still in progress. Shipping of car and stuffs is in the progress. Thank to a friend who is working in a shipping company. Packing is still in progress. Things to be done here is still pending. Everything is still in 'progressing' stage. However, friends, church members, colleagues are already asking me when to leave, whether to meet for meals before I go, etc. Of all these, I started to sit down and thing what happen for these 6 years of life here in KL. Memories flashes, and I started to realise that there are 2 persons whom I will definately miss the most.

For some reason, me and this housemate of mine talk to each other very rarely. It all started since last year due to a simple and yet hurting misunderstanding. After a long while, we both know that we didn’t put hatred in our heart against the other party, but we just keep the distance. With that, less conflict occurred. We both grew up in a totally different environment. It was the growing up process that made her to have some unique characters. She is really smart, independent and very rational in her thinking and actions.

I still remember I went to her house for Chinese New Year visitation when I was very young. I guess I knew her around that age. Later, we were in the same secondary school and same church fellowship. Thereafter, we went apart for a few years and we met again in Tawau when I came back from England. Knowing that I am going over to KL, she asked me to look for an accommodation for her and since then, we were in the same church. I moved to stay with her and another good friend about 3 years ago, after my CLP exams and when I first joined Rockwills Corporation Sdn. Bhd. From then, we had some really good time and memories together. I cannot find Genting Highland to be so much fun, laughter and joyous moments without her and her cell members. It was really my best time which I will never forget. We had many dinners and meals together. We had a few deep sharing and even arguments. I treasure them all. I guess good friends develop like that.

Besides her, of course is my other wonderful good housemate. She has been around even since my lonely time in Tawau until now. I used to influence her in her life, but since I came back from England, she has been a really good supporter, encourager and good friend. Disregard my unhappiness, my fierce look, my bad temper, she will just knock and interrupt me and my thought to make me feel better. I can say, she is a true friend.

And I am going to miss both of them who are so dearly to me.

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^


When I am thinking of all these, this truth of “everything will fade away” placed in my mind. Yes, everything will fade away except the love of Christ. Now I remember why didn’t I feel so bad and miss when I left England. It’s that I always focus on the Lord, trusting Him to bring me to the BEST place so that I can do my BEST for Him. It’s always easier to move to a place where you have friends and family. But I also went through a ‘moving process’ whereby I was all alone by myself but it was so peaceful and without fear. Because my only purpose that’s in my mind was just to study and I trusted the Lord 100%. I mean 100%. When my mind ponders up till this point, I am thinking once again if I have trusted the Lord 100% in this. Honestly, on my way to work today, I am quite sure that all these are from the Lord. I am so strongly being convicted since last night during my prayer that He arranged all these for me.

- I will miss you both very much -