Completely lost!

After not studying for more than 14 years, picking up some studies is seriously not easy.  Worse still it is not as 'part time' as I thought it is.  Glad that the moderator tonight reminded me to keep up on the core reading if it is too much for me.  Well, it does make sense.  Glad that I managed to contribute to first discussion and I will do the second and third one before I travel back Tawau again this Friday. 

I guess the hardest part this time round is because I do need a lots of travelling, coping with works and also taking care of my parents. A heavier responsibilities compares to CLP time where I only needs to study and work.

After this first week, I should be able to adjust better. At least my tv is finally switch on at 11pm tonight after a week of silence. Well, I hope I can cope better. For now, let's focus to finish that bloody record of appeal by tmr! 

Life is tougher it seems...

- Completely lost -

Comparison

While I was having lunch and waiting for my bill to come, I noticed a child on the next table was not happy and all she did was to shake her head to every demand and request and offer that got to her way. I was thinking, ' oh, she must be in bad mood'. 

We,adult has our bad mood time too. But the different is, the child get to be in mad mood and everyone will try to put in efforts to try make her smile and/or be happy while, the adult, we have to deal with it ourselves.  If you happen to voice it out or let your bad mood affect others, we get the blame.  No one bother to make sure we are happy.  Everyone just try to make themselves feel good. So, if your bad mood affects others, that others can be angry, scold you and make sure you are responsible for it.

You might not agree with me. But it is a fact.  If you don't believe it, you may wanna scold a child when he/she has a bad mood and try for yourself. Hehehe..... 

Having said that, I wonder if Miss Wong (Bernice) is in good or bad mood today as she only stare at me and not smiling..... Hehe.... Love this girl really!!! Even though she doesn't smile at me today! 

- Comparison -

Resolution!

It's the 11th day of January and someone asked me if I have had my resolution for 2014 set. Seriously, there's none. But having said that, it's more on I didn't list it down.  First, I am still trying to make sure that I won't go bankrupt, secondly, of course to finish reading the bible in one year for another time, in English! Third, lives everyday as it is the last, fourthly, stay sane and fifth, be a blessing. 

You might think all those are too general and it's too easy. But trust me, it's not as simple as you may think it is.

Well, all I can say is, I commit all these into God's hand.

- resolution!-