Love...

My priest preached about Love this morning in the English service.  Well, it's the famous bible scriptures in 1 Corinthian that he was preaching about.  Strictly speaking, I almost fall asleep while listening.  Love? It's such a huge topic.  It's a topic everyone would like to have, but not everyone who has received.  I certainly being overwhelmed by it.  I used to love every single people I met.  I don't choose who to love and who not to love. But people has turned my love to think I have intention behind my love.  More so, people misunderstood me.  People has turned my love to hatred. After being rejected completely, of me and/or my love or whatever they think it is.... I have ceased to love anyone anymore.
I used to love others more than myself.  But for the first few years, I have started not to love anyone else, but myself.  However, what my priest preached this morning about not to love himself first but love others, has somehow completely contrary to my believe. hahahahahaha....
Love others? Why?  And for the whole day, I have been wondering why God wants to love all the sinners instead of Himself.  By loving sinners and all, He got hurt .... badly.  Even have to give away His only Son, Jesus.  Does it worth it? Why love others? Even caring for others, I have given up.  I know my clients have great chance to win and I know I can help him to win the case, but when he bag me for paying me by instalment and/or later, I don't give a damn anymore.  I don't bother much anyway if they are going to get what they want or deserve.  It's time to think about myself an myself ONLY.
I used to love and care for others a lot , lot more than loving and caring for myself.  But not these days. If I saw someone who was hit by a car right in front of me, all I do now a day is probably just walk away and have no more feelings about pain and suffering anymore.  If someone is calling me in desperation for RM1.00, I will ask him/her to go 'earn' it.  I won't give a damn.  Has my heart gets harden?  I guess I NEED to, ... in order to protect myself, in order not to be taken granted for, in order not be hurt by others anymore.
I wonder has God heart got harden and refuse to love us one day? hahahaha..... if He does, we are doomed.  If He doesn't .. that just because He is God.  and all I can say is, I am not God.  hehe... so, to love others?
Hmm.... not for me anymore.... it's for those who always love themselves.
- Love ... -

I have a problem....

It's an obvious problem.  People keep asking if I feel bored with being alone.  Problem is, I don't.  In fact, I get very annoyed having needs to cope with people around.  Why is that a problem? Because that will only means, I can't get along with ANYONE, EVERYONE...... and it really means, I won't have businesses because I don't go for marketing (meeting people).  It's a serious problem.  I only feel comfortable with people I 'choose' to be with, selected people.  In fact, I have been 'provoking' many people recently until I also think i have a serious problem.....
haiz.... or may be it's just this season? haiz... it's so hard to cope with my emotion these days....
- I have a problem ...-

Smart Landlord!

Over the years, I keep having clients who came in and asked me how they can chase their tenant out from their premises.  Condition is always the tenant has failed to pay the landlord rental for MONTHS, if not YEARS.  Their refusal to pay, and refusal to move out has caused most landlord heaving sleepless nights.  What more, if they are from oversea.
Over the years, the most who came to and complained about are those who have rented their place to Korean.  Yes.  I am having a difficult time with Korean who stays above me either.  They tend to have a habits to keep moving their tables and chairs I suppose.... anyway, that's not what I want to talk about it.  I just wanted to tell you how hard it is to claim your rental and/or property back if you are renting your property to them.
9 out of 10 of them won't pay their rental at the end of their tenancy period.  It is impossible to issue a Letter of Demand to them as their address given mostly OUT OF JURISDICTION.  And if you want them to move out, try wait for a year or two.  If you want to get a court order for their removal, it is as good as IMPOSSIBLE.  So, be smart.  Try to either get a FULL payment for the whole tenancy period from them or ... rent it to someone else, even thought they offer a better rental.
If you think you can get them out from the premises after the end of the tenancy period, dream on.  First, you won't be able to locate them.  Secondly, they whole place is in mess.  Thirdly, all your utilities Bills might not be fully settled (at least a few months' outstanding).
No. Don't get me wrong.  I didn't say this because I am bother by one now.  I am saying because that's  FACT!
Do you need all these hassles? If you do, you can still consider renting your place for them.  After all, they always agree to pay a higher rental.  But trust me, most of them moves out without paying rental for months without even you notice. So, try to be smart.
- Smart Landlord! -