As I was writing something at my other blog, I came across the thinking.... and I realised, I have made a mistake. Instead of walking in His Will and making His as the drive and decision make of my life, I have somehow, focus on the needs of this world and persons ... and make God works on the plan I have in mind instead.
So, I wonder.... are we suppose to tell God to help us in our daily life and daily needs or are we suppose to focus on God and see what His Will for us... in order for us to 'get' our daily life and daily needs?
Are we suppose to pray and wait for our life partner to come or are we suppose to find someone and ask God to grant us our request? Do we choose which mission field we should go and ask God to grant us or do we ask God where He wants to send us instead? Are we suppose to plan our future ourselves and ask God to fulfill it or are we suppose to ask God what He has planned for us for our future?
I guess, we all make mistakes............ because of our selfish ambition, and our needs, our urge to have... that we found the 'subject matter' ourselves and ask God to fulfill it.... when God did not, we started to blame God on it.... I wonder, how many mistake like this should we go through in order for us to finally realised, we are at wrong in the first place?
We worry about tomorrow, somehow.... we didn't submit our request to God TODAY..we went through 'tomorrow' and another 'tomorrow' and we still forget to submit our request and focus on Him... we only came across praying and submitting our request to God when we found the 'subject matter' we wanted on 'tomorrow'.
Of course being the gracious God and the decertment His spirit leads us.... we sometimes do know if that's for us or not.... and we asked God to just 'confirm' our request and true enough, He will, He did.... and we are happy about it... but that's because we are so close to Him and that we know His heart....
How many of us know His heart today when it comes to the Will of God? Is it our Will higher than His Will today? If your will is not what His will is.... what do you think He will do? My past experiences told me, all I got is ... anger towards God.
So, I wonder.... what drives your life today? Is it God or a person or your career or your family or yourself? If it is the latter, ... you might want to 'seek ye first the Kingdom of God....'. because we can never win over God.
- God vs Man? or Man vs God? -
