Loving myself?

I was reading this book while I was waiting in the airport this morning and it's about loving ourselves first to understand how to love people arounds you. Well, not that I do not love myself, but ... while reading the text in the book, I realise, I dont' really love myself after all. What a finding, huh? Well, immediately, I recalled a few of my friends who always nag me to go for a holiday. I guess they realise that need a holiday more than I do... well, what can I say? I wish I can go for a holiday too.... but I can't get my mind out of things that worries me.... hence, what's the point of going for a holiday?

O wait... I had a break... a one day plus break last weekend. I am travelling to places like Labuan (where I am at the moment), Kota Marudu, Kudat, Tawau, etc, etc... for the coming weeks. So, I am taking some break after all.... hehe...!!!

Loving myself? Well, I am trying very hard... to at least understand what I seriously wanted for now.....

p/s By the way, I am in Labuan now... hehe....

- loving myself? -

What do I want?

I really ponder over this question for a long time: "What do I want?" Friends? Life Partner? Money? Career? To be alone? Holiday? Works? Job? What do I want???????????

- What do I want? -

Where do I belong?

I went to renew my passport this morning after my court matter. I open my old passport and realise it is stated, my previous passport was issued in Tawau. The old passport however, was issued at Teriminal 2, Subang and this new one, is issued at Kota Kinabalu. 3 different places for the past 15 years? Hmm.... wait.... I think it is more than 3 places..... what a life, huh?

I always have the issue of 'home' for the past 15 to 18 years. I seems doesn't know where I belong to....

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- where do I belong? -