Monday, December 31, 2007

New Year?

Hmm.... I have written something ... but I don't feel like putting them up. Don't ask me why...
Anyway... just want to take this opportunity to thanks those who has always been supportive and encouraging me for the past year. Some of you of course do recall my most despaired moment this year and without you, I don't think I survives well enough. So, thank you very much.
For those who have hurted me (of course you won't be able to know if you are one as I am a good liar somehow... a trained one), thanks for making me realise my weaknesses even more. I shall try to do better in the year ahead. hahaha....
Anyway.... Happy New Year!!!!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Holiday?

It's so weird.... I purposely took today and tomorrow off to 'rest', but I ended up working since 8am although I went to sleep only at 3am this morning. Goodness... It's not very easy to put myself in holiday. A few friends called me and asked me why I went back to Tawau instead of going for holiday. I seriously don't know. May be it's an OBLIGATION for me to go back to be with my parents?
Oh well, I keep on telling myself that I need to put more efforts to make sure that I have holiday until 02.01.2008. Please remind me... anyhow, I do need to go land office for an appointment at 8am tomorrow and teaching on this Saturday from 9 to 1:30pm. hai...
Anyway... Christmas at home was ok. Meeting OLD friends is always good... and meeting those kids who remember me was fantastic... hahaha.... Check out the link below of the drama St.Patrick did. Very well!!!
- holiday ? -

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

One more day...

After today, I have one more working day before I go back home for Christmas. Last month and this month are suppose to be my 'honeymoon' moment as I do not want to stress myself too much in works and ministries. Somehow, I get to escape from all Christmas functions, both in KK and Tawau. So, I hope I'll have a good, relaxing Christmas this year. 2 to 3 months ago, I was seriously stress and completely burned out. With unforeseenable and forseenable circumstances came to my way at the same time, I almost fail to handle my emotions and rationalism.
Oh well, I guess almost all those arounds me didn't realise how difficult I was. As leader, I was taught ways to handle situation like this. Suprisingly, those close one has failed to realise my 'situation' but some not so close one somehow got my stress de-stressed. Weird!!! Of course there's one or two who has always concern about me do follow up with my recent news. Don't get me wrong. I am not blaming anyone. I am just saying... we have certain friends on certain time/occasions. Some just happen to forgets about you when you need them and some just happen to be around when you need them. It's weird how thing works.
Well, since Christmas is around the corner and I will be 'disconnected' from the internet soon... I do want to take this opportunity to thanks those who happens to be around during my time of 'suffering' and also to wish everyone else, a blessed and merry Christmas!!!!
- merry christmas -