New Year Visitation!

Wow....today(31.01.2006), I had the most wonderful and busy and tiring new year visitation. I went out at about 10am and only came back home about 11pm. It was tiring but fun. At least, I manage to get to know some friends and get around with some old friend. Really nice!!!

After a wedding dinner tonight, a friend suggested we should go and check out if the TAWAU NEW CINEMA has any show available at 11:30pm tonight. Yes, it does, but all the tickets were sold out and we have then decided to watch the movie tomorrow at 2:30pm. I can't believe it. yes... Tawau has a NEW CINEMA!!! hahaha...

Well, mom is suggesting to celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow (01.02.2006). So, I reserved all my time to my parents tomorrow. Wonderful!!!

Guess that's all for now...

Thought of the day!

Happy New Year, Happy New Year!!!

After today, I am sure I will only have time to post something on this blog after Chinese New Year!!! So, see you after chinese new year!!!!

Today, I spent the whole day with 2 of my friends whom I know in 1997, September. I knew the women on the day I was about to take my flight to England for my studies. She just happen to be in the airport, also taking flight flight to England, same city, Bristol. Just that, we were not in the same flight. We knew each other in the airport through some common friends we knew. It's a wonderful memory for today. I ended up recalled so many memories with her and her brother. We went to Europe together and we spent most of our holidays together. It was just wonderful. Well, that's the morning. The whole afternoon, I was so tired and I slept for a few minutes and rested myself as I am still not feeling very well.

Today, we are going to go to our aunty's place for a big feast. All our relatives who are in Tawau will be there. ... Wonderful!!!!

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After I made my decision to accept the offer from the small medium firm, I am disturbed by the question in my mind of what kind of life I want. I guess the big firm boss is not perfect. He think he is, but to me, he is not. Well, at least, he think I can't be better than him if I don't work for him. I am going to prove to him that, I can be even better then him through a small firm. If he think I made a mistake of not choosing him or his firm, he is really wrong because he is loosing someone eventually become better than him in future. To me, it is easy to defeat your enemy then to defeat your boss. So, I am going to make him my enemy. hahahaha.... I did sounds evil, right? well... what can I say? He is seeing too highly of himself and I am going to tell him, God is going to use the weak to shame the strong and the humble to shame the proud. I can foresee I will be defeated by him in the near future for not sure how many times, but I am going to ensure him that, I will gather all the defeats and use it against him one day. He might need to use one million time to really get me down to the ground, but not destroying me, but if I manage to defeat him in 1 trial, he is certainly defeated. Because he has something to lose, and I don't.

Just a thought of the day!!! wondering... why people are so arrogant and thinking so highly on themselves? That's the main reason I turned down the Big Firm offer...

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Happy Chinese New Year!!!

First of all, allow me to wish you have a happy and blessed Chinese New Year!!!

Yesterday morning was my first day of holiday. It was great at first, until 10:30am, where one of the partner in the BiG firm called me and gave me an offer. I was hesitated to accept and I was hesitated to reject the offer. Simply because those kind of offer, I can hardly get one easily and it is just in front of me now. Well, I was really wondering why it came 1 day after I accepted the offer of the Small Medium Firm. After analysis with my parents, they think if I really want it, I can try the big firm as getting a place in small medium firm like what I got there, it's easier. I therefore, decided to call the big firm today.

Last night, I didn't sleep well. I guess it was because of the worries about accepting the firm, etc... but... I did feel uneasy, no peace in me and even pressured. I am not sure where those feeling came, but I did made a prayer before I went to bed. And this morning, when I woke up, I was quite clear that I did not want to get into that big firm. Although the opportunity is there. If I am not given another choice,I might want to try that firm, but since I was given another place, I want to try that place first. After all, what I will be doing and learning in that small medium firm, might be more relevant in Sabah Practice.

So, there goes the story of mine for these 2 days. I believe if I am hard working enough, I can even make a different in the small medium firm, but in a big firm, what I can do is just to follow others' steps. ...

Well, I guess that's all for the update. I am feeling missing Tawau and my parents already... and a bit nervous about starting a job in KL again. Paranoid? hmm... I admit!!!

Now, my only prayer is :

1. To have my own room in that firm;

2. To have internet access so that research can be done easily;

3. Good bosses; and

4. Good colleagues.

God Bless and Happy New Year!!!