Sunday, March 13, 2011

Last word!

Hmm... i remember there's one early morning, ML sent me to airport (she usually doesn't do that to anyone regardless how close you are to her). That should be the days I was moving back from KL to Sabah... and half way through the journey, she asked me a question: "If we will not see each other again, be it your flight crashed or I had an accident on my way back,... is there anything you will regret for not telling me now?" I looked at her and told her "Yes. I do." Then I said "I thank God for you, ML". I asked her the same question ... and I remember she said, she has told me everything I wanted to know and even if she won't see me again, she will not regret for not telling me something. Well, those of you who know ML, you know what she really meant. haha...
Well, I am asking you this same question today... if I die today.... is there anything you regret for not doing and/or saying to me? Well, I urge you to tell me as soon as possible as I do not, I seriously don't (don't tell my mom) know if I can lives through today, more so, tomorrow...
All I want to say that I know I will regret forever for not saying this is, "CL, DY, VL, I am sorry. Please forgive me... !"
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Thursday, March 10, 2011

Job seeking...

I am convinced after today, that I shall look for a job... and may be start working for others starting beginning of May. Well, but just as what I was adviced, I shouldn't make any decision base on my feelings these days. Hence, I am not going to do it... not until this month has gone past and I have collected all that's belong to me from the firm. Do I sounds correct and sensible? Oh well... what's my option beside this? Nope. Not going back Tawau... is going to Beijing... ! That's why I need time... to pray about it... and to see what God leads me to... !
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Tuesday, March 08, 2011

More...

I was invited again... this time, not only to release what's bothering me, but also.... a dinner with a dear friend whom I have known since 1994? hahaha.. ya...wow... we grow old together ho? hehe... well, I am really glad I finally manage to find someone who can understand what I am going though at work (not law related) and share it ...........it's such a wonderful feeling now... finally, it is released! hahahaha...
Of course, I must thank my Dr who helped me to analyse a few things that troubles me too. Good advice from him i would say... these are helping, really.... someone whom I can really share with................
Thanks, people.... I really appreciate what you did!
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