I think...

I think... After a few days of 'stonening'... I think I really don't really like myself and the 'current' me... Is there a 'skip' card that I can use?

- I think -

Professions v. Missionary

Just when my thought ponder over the subject title herein.... this came to mind:

"Anyone can become a lawyer, but not everyone can be a missionary."

What do you think?

- professions v. Missionary -

Is it time?

I guess... I have been trying very hard and very hard and very hard.... in my work, to make sure that I am doing a good work and feel satisfied with it. No doubt, I did feel satisfied in certain point, but most of the time, somehow, I did a very bad job in my work. Yes. I feel dissatisfied with my work performance lately. No matter how hard I tried, I never get to a point where I will feel satisfied. Some people tells me even if work is terrible sometimes, but if we receive good income, it's still bearable... well, I must agree that... as income can balance up the 'minus' issues at work. In my situation, things would be a bit different as I didn't get both. I hate it most when my client refuses to pay or rather give lots of excuses of not to pay me at the prescribed time...

In addition to that, I gets difficult clients and I just hate them when they shown disrespect towards me, not listening to me, and later blame me for mistake they made and ask me to solve their so called 'mistake'. Well...

I just hate my job lately... put it this way... hate it so much so that I sometimes, refuse to even come to work.

Well... a friend told me, may be it's time to think and pray ... may be something that you really like to do and it's not law professions... May be she is right... since I give myself 5 years in practice.... and never has pledged to be in this professions for the rest of my life. Is it time?

- Is it time? -